Sunday, January 21, 2007
there's just something about youisnt it?
wow.. but after all these years?
it's so unfair to feel again how i first felt towards you.
which was like 5 years ago?
it just isn't fair at all.
why do i feel what i feel? Haa.
Had treated you as a good friend, a brother to me.
But why?
Why do i feel for you again, just simply coz after having spend some time with you?
Your presence just simply made my heart beat in a frenzy behaviour.
Why, why, why?
This doesnt make any sense to me. Hee.
To be honest, totally irk what im feeling.
Someone whom i especially cared all these while.
I can deny or deceive myself all i want,
but somehow felt exceptionally concerned when it comes to you.
Such feelings may not appear mutual,
but still deep down within,
there's this part which is silently, subconsciously reserved for you - as much as i try as hard as i can to void such existence. Haa.
This truth - i'll personally ensure that you'll never discover.
Melly spun on 4:21 PM.
