Monday, August 28, 2006

entwined in this undeniable sense of fear,
with each moment drawing nearer to this undesirable place named as work.

silly as it may be,
starting to dislike having to work where i am.
maybe coz i tend to feel lousy about myself at the end of each working day,
i really do.
work doesnt seem enticing as it used to be;
but rather black and dull.

pressing on with perservance in full force,
i pray that my fears will be gone,
knowing that they're paid for on the cross.

no longer seem to be able to decipher between scarsams and light hearted jokes anymore.
seems very greyish.

pray in jesus' name that i'll be delivered out of this soon.