Tuesday, August 29, 2006
well well..
almost wanted to leave a bloody warpath if not that for the fact that murder is prohibited. Haa.
completely furious with the people i had to work with sometimes;
especially this coworker whom i cant tolerate since Day 1.
Really not a simple-minded person though there say likewise about her.
Im only short of saying the B word. Haa.
Ok, shall not be mean. ;P
Daddy God, show me mercy and teach me how to work with mean people.
Many times, i feel like im a lone soldier fighting the many battles;
and that my colleagues aint in the same team to help and lend a hand.
It's such a discouraging emotion,
especially when im handed the blame though i've tried my best.
My boss loves to spring those blames onto me. Haa.
Honestly, my heart just shatters each time that happens.
You must be thinking, gosh mel, you tear again at work today?! again?!
nothing dramatic but was really frustrated.
hadnt even had time to eat my already-bought breakfast when it was 230pm.
even then, i had to continue working and go for meeting.
i had really reached my peck of "upset-ness". Totally.
You know, i realised that im so afraid of making any mistakes,
because im under the microscopic watchful eyes of many who expects me to fall.
the more i feel that intense pressure,
mistakes just start popping out of nowhere.
I pray in Jesus' name that He will mould me into a wise and strong woman of God.
To experince His mercy and grace first-hand with the branding of each new day. =)
Melly spun on 1:36 PM.
