Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Petrified by fearEaten alive by my weaknesses and disfavours in my daily work schedule.
Often i wondered how each day went by
Though leaving me with a much broken heart,
But strengthened to move forward.
To many, i may appear as a emotional creature;
ever being witness(es) of the collapsed state of tear streams.
Unintentional as i want it, did it bother me?
Yes initially.
But do i allow others' thoughts of me to bother and linger within me?
I can try all i want by my own human strength,
and it's not gonna work the least bit.
That's why I'm kept awake till this hour, unable to fall asleep simply due to unhappiness in my heart.
I do not deserve to be treated the way i am.
I should still wear the smiles i used to always do,
and not be robbed of my smiles due to work and coworkers.
My eyes are dried out of tears,
but my heart is bleeding profusely.
However, all Daddy's promises are YES and AMEN! All things which Daddy Jesus allow to occur in my life will mount up in the making of a more Christ-Conscious and Jesus-Secured me.
Melly spun on 6:13 PM.
