Thursday, August 10, 2006
Having to go to work with a heavy heart is something which i dont see coming after having with the company for only about 3 months. Im now awaiting for my probation appraisal. As much as i want to believe that im not gonna be fired, things are going downhill in the office for me.
Ever since my incident with the data entry for this particular project, my director has been giving me this eyebrow-raising sarcastic comments more than before. Same goes to my colleagues and coworkers. It's honestly tough for me now.
Having my guard on the constant high due to their ever-consistent fire darts. I hate having to be around these people, but at the same time i have to, in order to not back down to my fears. How i felt towards them has been illustrated in my previous entries. This sense of injustice and biasness is causing me to accleration to insanity.
Pray for deliverance time and time again, knowing that Daddy God is good and he'll see me through.
Melly spun on 10:55 AM.
