Thursday, November 01, 2007
the life of being jesus-loved. (:
I told Daddy God recently, "Daddy, it doesn't matter if no one else loves or cares about me. as long as i know you love me, that's all i need. (:"Truly thank daddy god for loving me UNCONDITIONALLY. (:
Daddy God is so awesome. He knew that i was feeling unloved and unappreciated. It's true that Daddy God supersede all your expectations and surprise you with the WOWs in life! (:
i handed my almost-Santa-sized daddy (okok, my daddy isn't that obese. hee. but he's very fair, like Santa clause. just missing the white beard and a full head of white hair. hee.) the monthly allowance once i gotten my salary. my daddy not only asked me to take back half of the amount and told me that should i need extra cash, i can approach him for help. i was SHOCKED! it's the first time my daddy ever said this to me! that's not all.
my daddy then asked if i was doing ok and i nodded. he continued to press on by asking a few more times, and i replied him assuring him that i was doing fine. all these while, I didn't dare to look him in the eye because my tears were on the verge of falling. I didn't want my daddy to see me cry. i didn't want him to see her little girl's tears. I feel so loved by my daddy. It's the first time that I'm feeling this way and I'm sure it wouldn't be the last too.
these days my mummy has been calling me on my mobile more frequently, checking if I'll be coming back for dinner. preparing my favourite dishes. speaking to me in a more concerned manner rather than her usual naggy and impatient tone. it's so sweet that my mummy tells me that she loves me in her small little ways.
i didn't expect my parents to be able to sense that their little girl has been in low spirits lately. honestly. whenever I'm home, my behaviour has always been solemn and you hardly find me speak to anyone. hence it's strange that they could see that something is bothering me because I'm behaving as per normal.
my parents' small little ways of saying I LOVE YOU to their little girl means the whole world to me. it's so Jesus-loved. I know it's Daddy God showing me how much my parents care and heart me. it's so sweet. (:
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the sunny sunflower and the sweet card from my hunny princess. what a sweet surprise. (: that's Jesus telling me that someone cares.
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the cute koala softie on my workstation chair on Monday morning. that's Jesus saying that someone cares enough to leave me a small surprise.
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Daddy God you know me the best. the untold struggles I'm facing. the unshedded tears. the silent heartaches. the empty void in my heart. you know them all. But you still surprise me with something sweet everyday, dropping sweet little things here and there, reminding me that You are here. With me. Always. Holding my hand and taking baby steps with me.
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Daddy's grace is more than sufficient for today. But there's no grace for tomorrow today! Live the NOW moment. Not live in the Past or Future tense. Live in the Present tense. (:
Melly spun on 10:21 PM.
