Wednesday, October 03, 2007
sniff sniff
you can sense this unmistakable desire when someone really wants something real bad?
you can just sniff it out.
the stories you made up today were unbelievably so fiction-like.
seriously please stop all these lies.
you are like the boy who cries wolf.
i know you are not for real.
if you truly are, there are plenty of things you can do but no i dont see any.
quitting playing the games that you play.
try using it on all your other girls.
it's not going to work on me.
Daddy God promises me that the future of a child of God is only better and great things.
unfortunately, you do not fit in the bill of being better or great.
i deserve much better because im greatly loved by my Daddy God. :)
♥
bought a ben & jerry lip balm for sweetie mandy on Sunday and only got to give it to her today as she was on leave for the past 2 days!
bought a ben & jerry lip balm for sweetie mandy on Sunday and only got to give it to her today as she was on leave for the past 2 days!
so happy. hee.
just wanted to bless her with it coz i knew she liked it alot.
and im so elated that she totally adored it. hee.
made me even happier. hee.
i know im silly. but it just makes me happy knowing that someone else is happy! :)
♥
hmm.. im thinking of putting a tattoo. hee. should i? or should i not?
hmm.. im thinking of putting a tattoo. hee. should i? or should i not?
i dont know. maybe i should lose some weight first. hee.
so meanwhile it buys me some time to toy with the idea of getting a tattoo.
hmm.. maybe i should get another piercing or something.
man, i miss my tongue stud. :'(
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P-I-M-P-L-E-S! such a cursed word!! NO!
P-I-M-P-L-E-S! such a cursed word!! NO!
no idea why XXXXXX (6-letter-cursed-word) are popping out all over my face. :(
so upset. :(
G-A-S-T-R-I-C-S! another bad word! NO! NO!
been down with bad gastrics since monday though i ate regular meals.
strange. real queer.
double upset. :( :(
must be due to the stress at work. stupid.
so many firefighting and injustice everyday.
triple upset. :( :( :(
hmp, nevermind.
melly, remember! work onto Daddy God!
it's not the approval of man i yearn for.
but to glorify Daddy God through your work! :)
no evil weapons formed against me shall prosper.
my Daddy God makes sure of that. :)
because He loves silly melly. :)
♥
im really thankful that Daddy God has been so real in my life.
im really thankful that Daddy God has been so real in my life.
especially so for the past couple of weeks.
my walk with my Daddy God is so sweet and awesome.
i appreciate how He created me, just the way i am. :)
most importantly, Daddy taught me to love myself.
such sweet jesus-love resides in melly heart all the days of my life. :) :)